I'm feeling weird this morning...
And by weird I'm mean happy. I'm freakishly happy and it feels good... I think it's all because my father called this morning. He wants to talk.... In my 20 years of life, he's never wanted to talk, adult to adult. We're actually going to sit down and have an honest discussion.
It's just a really big deal to me... It NEVER happened before... It's weird.
He left a message this morning:
"Hello Jane, it's dad. I think it's time for us to have an open discussion, I know you've been having a rough time lately, your brother told me all about it. We need to talk. Call me back!"
I'll tell him. I'll tell him that he needs to leave my mother alone... I'll tell him that our little talk won't erase all the shit he's been putting us through. I'll tell him that I haven't forgiven him quite yet, and that he needs to back off.
I'll have a chance to say what's going on. I've never had that before.
Good mood this morning... It's weird!